You Are Always On My Mind
You are always on my mind
The thought of you gives me blurry visions
At the mention of your Name there’s a pain in my stomach
In your presence my feet go weak.
I stutter when I try to call your Name
I don’t even know what’s happening to me
I see your face every where I go and when I see you coming, I take another road
When you come around I get so shy that I can’t open my eyes to look at you.
Your presence makes my body shiver.
Every day I look out my window, wishing God will give me a sign.
A sign that says you are the one and that you have the same reactions as I have.
Or I simply just wonder if you know, or do you have a clue?
I scribble X and O’s in my notebook
Checking how my hair and nails look
I feel my self in the zone
I get nervous when you call
So I say I’m not home.
I say your name when I hear my favourite song. I can’t leave out your Name when I’m talking with my girls. Unconsciously I invoke your Name some how. You have become my number one topic.
You are always on my mind. Most times you take over my day by clouding my head. I see your pictures on my wall.
Your bright smile, and the way your nose squeaks when you laugh out loud. You know the way you eat, and the way you move. Gives me chills down my spines.
I admire everything about you , almost to the extend that I could worship the very ground you walk on.
But I’m just sitting here wondering if you feel the same way. If you’ve notice how strange I breath around you. How I hold my chest every time to prevent my heart from jumping out.
My whole being , my whole system gets active with you around.
The blush I get when someone says your Name, is indescribable.
I think I love you but I’m only a teenager so what do I know about love?
But I know enough to know that, what my mind conceives, my heart wants and i eont stop dreaming about it until i get it.