I Gave My Heart To The wrong Guy
I’m trying to get over you, I’m trying so goddamned hard. And some mornings I wake up and think, yes, maybe I finally am free. Free from my echoing thoughts of you. Free from the constant battle of loving you and losing you. But then other mornings I wake up and all I can think about is how your eyes look with sunlight in them and how your face looks just before you break into a smile.
Maybe we aren’t meant to be together, maybe not now, maybe not ever. And I don’t wanna have a single grain of hope, because blessed are those with no expectations. But sometimes I think against my own will that what if we break all the laws? Maybe we’ll forget each other soon but what if we meet again someday in the future, and in one look well feel the ache in our hearts of our incomplete love, and maybe then Ill be right for you, and you’ll be right for me? Maybe we are meant to be together, maybe not now, but maybe someday.
They asked me, why do you love him so much. What’s so special about him, why do you let him be the only person to make you laugh and the only person to make you cry.
As soon as he texts you, you leap to get your phone. What’s so great about him they asked, I sat down and looked at the sky, I stayed quiet for a few minutes and replied, when you know he’s the one. You just know, there doesn’t have to be a particular reason.
You don’t need a reason to love someone, your heart chooses him before your mind even gets a say. It’s something that you can’t even control, it takes over you just like that. When you least expect it, it hits you right in the heart. You feel alive, you feel better and nobody will ever understand why you love him, because it’s something that was never meant to be understood by strangers, only understood by the two hearts that are together.
To the one reading this. If you’re in tears right now because you gave all your love to the wrong guy. Take a deep breath love, I know it’s hard but try to pull yourself together. Get out of that bed. Remember this, you loved the wrong guy so immensely, imagine how amazing it will feel when you love the right one and the right one will love you back just as hard.
You’ll look back one day when that happens and you will realize that the love you are receiving was worth all the pain you had once endured because somehow no matter how many wrong turns you make you always end up where you’re supposed to be.